Hey there! I’m making this thread for obvious reasons, I’m going through some harsh times and I started to wonder if the average Grouvee member is in the same situation as me. Personally I strongly believe that nothing compares to recieve professional help but I noticed that for some people this isn’t enough so I decided to make a thread where everyone who’s having a bad time could talk about it and the rest of us could offer advice and wholesome messages. So feel free to tell us about what’s eating your head and we’ll help you anything we can.
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God, SO much.
My living situation is a literal living hell to the point where I wake up everyday and near immediately cry because I didn’t die in my sleep. My girlfriend wants to get me into therapy when I move in with her and I’m all for it, and she’s an amazing support system at the moment, but god is every day a total struggle just to stay alive. I cry so much my eyes hurt. I’m being verbally harassed by everyone I live with and can’t go anywhere else and it’s kind of fucking breaking me. I look up suicide methods every day even if I don’t plan on acting on it just because it’s the one thing I can have control over and that makes me feel like I’m at least in control of something.
I’m not doing well is what I’m saying, not that this is news to anyone.
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I’m not against going to therapy, unfortunately it cannot be done until sometime next year. As for distracting myself, can’t go outside because, well, there basically is no outside here, and my girlfriend currently lives in New Jersey, so. I know that a lot of what’s wrong with me is geographical, and once I’m out of this place my life will improve dramatically, which will make the other aspects of improving even easier, but until then, it’s just nonstop pain day in and day out.
Back to crying.